爱？

我不爱你，
我爱你，
你爱我吗？
你可以不要爱我吗？
因为我爱的人是你，
不是你．．．
你让我很累，
你让我好烦，
你可以爱我吗？
因为真的很爱你．．．♥♥♥♥♥♥

assignment! ♥

 I started my uni life~ i think not bad than wat i think b4~ :p

at least now i have some of my chinese girl friends! so must be glad..=)

my assignment is about business..nid 2 create a company! hehee..XD..what we sell? ICE-CREAM!!  ♥ ♥ ♥

" The Royal Cute Ice "

can i choose tis ice cream as my company logo ?

either

tis one??

or..

tis one??

LOL

Cute izit??  ♥ ♥ :p

not only dat!

i also wanna edit a crown on it..

either..

tis?!

or ....tis one??

not only dat,, every customer will get a 

free ice cream key chain

with any purchase~!  ♥ ♥

nice right?? ^^ 

each of the ice cream we sell..XD

our ice cream machine! :p 

biscuit ice cream! tis is our new creative idea! XD

 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

hope i can done it as well! =D

给我对不起的你！

给:我对不起的朋友
你真的很笨你知不知道？我很同情你啊...=/
为什么你就是那样的傻？
世界那么大谁不好找？
还专门找注重事物大过人的...=.=
如果一直这样下去是没有结果的....
一时的快乐难道就是你想要的吗？
你难道就那么渴望有个伴吗？
一次教训还不够？还要多一次吗？><
不知怎么说你了....
我没有资格......
我打从心里想要这么告诉你，
可是，
我觉得，
我没必要多事，
这是你自己的要的，
再受伤害也无话可说了..
希望你能够幸福！~
我祝福你！=)

don go AWAY!

 ♥Waiting and looking for you all the time...

Yes...

u ever look at me..

But now..

feel that u are leaving me,

LEAVING ME! 

Don Go A.W.A.Y pls! </3

UNIRazak not fun at all !

2day is my first day goin 2 my Uni....

havin ORIENTATION !

WTH....! not fun at all.......

bored, hot , tired,small ---tis 4 words are the only words that i can describe of tis university...

the people.....mostly are malays or lakia! >< 

haix...regret for goin to tis university......!!!! 

SAD!! DISAPPOINTED !! ANGRY!! i'm noob T.T...

Anyway, already cant change it, 

so,i nid to turn my mind, think another way....positive abit! lol =) (i hope i can do it!)

GOD!!!! pls help me, don let me suffer at this place!><

我讨厌你做的事 >< ~

好女人疼男人的10个小细节~♥

wao~ yaya...should be! XD

hehee~ agree! =P

yes~ I LOVE U, BABE!!  ♥

lol...=.= 

let he fly away~~!

yes....

boys sii ai bin eh~ XP

AGREE!!!!! ><

hehee....EMO! 

silent myself~ :p

yes....i think so~ LOL

super agree~ =.=

they are noob! 

Cant realize n understand if girl didnt say nicely n completely..

yalor...

jia you my dear! ;p

-by: ♥joce-

猜不透

猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透 

如果这就是爱情....

你做了選擇 對的錯的
我只能承認 心是痛的
懷疑你捨得 我被傷的那麼深
就放聲哭了 何必再強忍
我沒有選擇 我不再完整
原來最後的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默認 我要被割捨
眼看著 你走了
如果這不是結局 如果我還愛你
如果我願相信 你就是唯一
如果你聽到這裡 如果你依然放棄
那這就是愛情 我難以抗拒
如果這就是愛情 本來就不公平
你不需要講理 我可以離去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我證明 我愛你
灰色的天空 無法猜透
多餘的眼淚 無法挽留
什麼都牽動 感覺真的好脆弱
被呵護的人 原來不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
卻又不能夠奢求 同情的溫柔
你可以自由 我願意承受
把昨天 留給我

如果這不是結局 如果我還愛你
如果我願相信 你就是唯一
如果你聽到這裡 如果你依然放棄
那這就是愛情 我難以抗拒
如果這就是愛情 本來就不公平
你不需要講理 我可以離去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我證明 我愛你

如果這就是愛情 本來就不公平
你不需要講理 我可以離去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我證明 我愛你

Its too over! ==

but the song quite nice....

i prefer listen rather than watching the video...><

我要幸福！♥♥

看到一个个好朋友都有属于自己的另一半，自己的幸福，
我是既羡慕，嫉妒又寂寞....
不是说没人追啦...><
只是觉得自己想要的那个人，
那个幸福还没到~
唉......
可能我太傻了，
错过了很多，
我！！！
决定了！！！
我要.......寻找........
我的真爱，我的幸福...♥
我不会再错过了！
希望我爱的那个他也不要错过我..........=/ ♥

淡了？

今天一如既往的过了一天，

我知道.......今天是我最后第二天那么轻松了！

要开学了，忙咯~唉..=/

我感觉今天好像缺少了什么......

原来，今天 少了你 的陪伴....><

可是，

我....渐渐发现.....我好像没有那种热烈的期待了....

也许习惯 了吧??

寂寞？孤独？

我

真的需要

一个实在感........

♥♥♥

气死我！！！

哎~今天终于去报名UNITAR了，我觉得有点不爽.....>< 一方面想到要开学了，完全没有心理准备，而且！！原本计划要去Santubong爬山，结果被学校的orientation给搞砸了....T.T 呜呜.....重点是已经还钱了啦....!!讨厌的...><....而且这大学相当严格！0.o....规则超多的....穿的衣服还有规定的！还有啊,,,还给t-shirt & beg，不知道是不是规定一定要用的...丑死！>< 还有一个重点就是！没有朋友啊.....我很可怜~呜呜~~~~！！:( 唉~
我发现这个大学的特点.............就是！
1. 够小间（麻雀虽小，五脏俱全）很sart!!
2.parking位置太少 (大部分的人都驾车去的，不懂他们的车都放哪里...= = 奇怪）
3.还有啊.......更恐怖的！几乎所有的非华人都会说华语！！0.0..(不懂哪里学的...=.='''）

今天就这样~过了....@@

可是...我不想忘記你

可惜不是你.....

這一刻　突然覺得好熟悉
像昨天　今天同時在放映
我這句語氣　原來好像你
不就是我們愛過的證據

差一點　騙了自己騙了你
愛與被愛不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一種運氣
但我無法完全交出自己

＊努力為你改變
　卻變不了　預留的伏線
　以為在你身邊　那也算永遠

　彷彿還是昨天
　可是昨天　己非常遙遠
　但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見＊

可惜不是你　陪我到最後
　曾一起走　卻走失那路口
　感謝那是你　牽過我的手
　還能感受那溫柔＃

那一段　我們曾心貼著心
我想我更有權利關心你
可能你　已走進別人風景
多希望　也有　星光的投影


感謝那是你　牽過我的手
還能溫暖我胸口

你是錯的人吗？♥

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑

♥愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃

在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

說好的幸福呢 >< ???

haix...!! T.T

everyday sleep after 12am....

pimple come out...

dark circle,  under-eye bags all come out...T.T

OMG!!!

><

I cant change my lifestyle now..

but i should try...><

....i'm waiting...

Do u know wat i really want ? What you think or worry about?? TIRED indeed waiting for you....x.x

I wish i could know that what u thinking about....=( 

Sometime make me happy, did care about me.. :)

Sometime make me angry, disappointed,didnt care about me,cheat me! :( (but after dat will apologize to me ..X>)

Aiya!!! i don noe what to do la...><

BUT....i know i'm waiting for you to say that...till the day I give up..!

♥joce

神木与瞳- 草戒指♥

再说在额头 原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终
草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默
woo..明天 以后 爱变成了问候
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
再说在额头 原来泪也会痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也没用
深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我沉默的手彷彿就剧终
草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默
woo..明天 以后 爱变成了问候
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂
最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
草戒指套在谁手中 

♥

Adele - Rolling In The Deep

There's a fire starting in my heart, 
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark, 

Finally, I can see you crystal clear, 
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare, 
See how I'll leave with every piece of you, 
Don't underestimate the things that I will do, 

There's a fire starting in my heart, 
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark, 

The scars of your love remind me of us, 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all, 
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless, 
I can't help feeling, 

We could have had it all, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
Rolling in the deep, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
You had my heart inside your hand, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
And you played it to the beat, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

Baby, I have no story to be told, 
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn, 
Think of me in the depths of your despair, 
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared, 

The scars of your love remind me of us, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
I can't help feeling, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

We could have had it all, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
Rolling in the deep, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
You had my heart inside your hand, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 


And you played it to the beat, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

Could have had it all, 
Rolling in the deep, 
You had my heart inside your hand, 
But you played it with a beating, 

Throw your soul through every open door, 
Count your blessings to find what you look for, 
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold, 
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown, 

(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
We could have had it all, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
We could have had it all, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
It all, it all, it all, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

We could have had it all, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
Rolling in the deep, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
You had my heart inside your hand, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
And you played it to the beat, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 

Could have had it all, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 
Rolling in the deep, 
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep), 
You had my heart inside your hand, 
(You're gonna wish you never had met me), 

But you played it, 
You played it, 
You played it, 
You played it to the beat.

Lady Gaga - You and I

♥♥♥

Grenade ♥

really love tis song very much!♥ XD 

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?


Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand
Is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

Black, black, black and blue
Beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman
That's just what you are
Yeah, you smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love
Is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand
Is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on the blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
You would watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
Cause you never ever ever did, baby

But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on the blade for you
I'd jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the sameOoh, you'd never do the same....

if me..........i will! ♥ :)

天后！

終於找到藉口趁著醉意上心頭
表達我所有感受
寂寞漸濃 沉默留在舞池角落
你說的太少或太多
都會讓人更惶恐
誰任由誰放縱 誰會先讓出自由
最後一定總是我
雙腳懸空 在你冷酷熱情間遊走
被侵佔所有還要笑著接受
我嫉妒你的愛 氣勢如虹
像個人氣高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一種虛榮
有人疼才顯得多麼出眾
我陷入盲目狂戀的寬容
成全了你萬眾寵愛的天后
若愛只剩誘惑 只剩彼此忍受
別再互相折磨
因為我們都有錯

散场的拥抱♥

从妳的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来妳藏着伤 但不想和我聊

妳选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但妳心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 妳留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但妳心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎妳预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但妳心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比妳明了....